Legally Blonde, SOPA, and PIPA

First of all, can I say SOPA and PIPA sound like ugly, British twin sisters?

This crisis that has come about in our country confuses me. Personally, it’s hard to imagine a world without the freedom to go on Youtube, Facebook, Twitter or Wikipedia freely. My life is a whirlwind of school, church, drama club, and mostly social networking. Now the music and social media that keeps me sane is being threatened, I don’t know if I should be enraged by this, or indifferent. At the same time, people are sitting outside on cold sidewalks with nothing except a grocery cart full of their belongings and the clothes on their backs. And I have the nerve to be upset about a simple inconvenience?

This dilemma reminds me of the movie Legally Blonde, where Elle Woods and her fellow sorority  girls are trying to make the perfect entry video so she can get into Harvard, where she can woo her ex-boyfriend back to her. During the video, all these girls are having a meeting about how the janitor attempted to switch the Delta Nu girl’s toilet tissue from CHARMIN TO GENERIC. How DARE the janitor even consider downgrading the toilet paper of these (un)deserving air-heads?

I feel like that’s what is going on in the SOPA and PIPA ordeal, and also the Occupy movement. “We are the 99?” What kind of line is that? Rather than chanting about how much we deserve, how about being humble and giving to others in response to how God has blessed us. We, my friends, are the 1%. We are the richest people in the world. And how dare we complain that it will be harder to find music to listen to? Would it really be that bad if we can’t go to Wikipedia when we need to get our homework done?

I’m not saying that I am the most humble and giving person in the world, because that is completely false. I’m a pretty selfish person. if you know me at all, I’m not jumping for joy on my couch because Twitter might be shut down. But instead of complaining about what we might not have, let’s be grateful for the fact that we don’t have to worry if we’ll starve this week.

Rebuilding Our Walls Against Satan

Today I read the majority of the book of Nehemiah (I skimmed most of the last 2 chapters).  I am falling in love with this book.  It’s so applicable to our lives!  I want to pull several verses from Nehemiah and show how I find them to relate to us individually and how they relate to a church body as a whole.

First, before I share the verses, though, you must understand some of the context prior to this book.  Israel had been defeated by the Babylonians and then Persia came in and conquered Babylon.  The land of the Israelites had been destroyed and it laid in rubble.  Also, the people had been in exile.

“Those who survived the exile and are back in the province are in great trouble and disgrace.  The wall of Jerusalem is broken down, and its gates have been burned with fire.“  (Nehemiah 1:3)

When I heard these things, I [anytime it says "I", it is Nehemiah talking] sat down and wept.  For some days I mourned and fasted and prayed before the God of heaven.  Then I said: 

“O LORD, God of heaven, the great and awesome God, Who keeps His covenant of love with those who love Him and obey His commands, let Your ear be attentive and Your eyes open to hear the prayer your servant is praying before You day and night for Your servants, the people of Israel.  I confess the sins we Israelites, including myself and my father’s house, have committed against You….

Remember the instruction You gave Your servant Moses, saying, ‘If you are unfaithful, I will scatter you among the nations, but if you return to Me and obey My commands, then even if your exiled people are at the fatherst horizon, I will gathem them from there and bring them to the place I have chosen as a dwelling for My Name.‘” (Nehemiah 1:4-6, 8-9)

Nehemiah is the cupbearer to the king and when he is taking some wine to the king, this happened…

…so the king asked me, “Why does your face look so sad when you are not ill?  This can be nothing but sadness of heart.”

“Why should my face not look sad when the city where my fathers are buried lies in ruins, and its gates have been destroyed by fire?”

“What is it you want?”

…I prayed to the God of heaven, and I answered the king, “If it pleases the king and if your servant has found favor in his sight, let him send me to the city in Judah where my fathers are buried so that I can rebuild it.”

I also said to him, “If it pleases the king, may I have letters to the governors of Trans-Euphrates, so that they will provide me  safe-conduct until I arrive in Judah?  And may I have a letter to Asaph, keepter of the king’s forest, so he will give me timber to make beams for the gates of the citadel…?”  And because the gracious hand of my God was upon me, the king granted my requests.  (Nehemiah 2:2-5, 7-8)

I went to Jerusalem, and after staying there three days I set out during the night… examining the walls of Jerusalem…

“Jerusalem lies in ruins, and its gates have been burned down with fire.  Come, let us rebuild the wall of Jerusalem, and we will no longer be in disgrace.” (Nehemiah 2:11-12a, 13b)

So they went to work rebuilding the walls.

When Sanballat heard that we were rebuilding the wall, he became angry and was greatly incensed [enraged].  He ridiculed the Jews, and in the presence of his associates and the army of Samaria, he said, “What are those feeble Jews doing?  Will they restore their wall?  Can they bring the stones back to life from those heaps of rubble–burned as they are?”

So we rebuilt the wall till all of it reached half its height, for the people worked will all their heart.

But when Sanballat, Tobiah, the Arabs, the Ammonites and the men of Ashdod heard that the repairs to Jerusalem’s walls had gone ahead and that the gaps were being closed, they were very angry.  They all plotted together to come and fight against Jerusalem and stir up trouble against it But we prayed to our God and posted a guard day and night to meet this threat.

Meanwhile, the people in Judah said, “The strength of the laborers is giving out, and there is so much rubble that we cannot rebuild the wall.”

Also our enemies said, “Before they know it or see us, we will be right there among them and will kill them and put and end to the work.”

Then the Jews who lived near them came and told us ten times over, “Wherever you turn, they will attack us.”

Therefore I stationed some of the people behind the lowest points of the wall at the exposed places, posting them by families, with their swords, spears and bows.  After I looked things over, I stood up and said to the nobles, the officials and the rest of the people, “Dont’ be afraid of them.  Remember the Lord, who is great and awesome, and fight for your brothers, your sons and your daughters, your wives and your homes.”

When our enemies heard that we were aware of their plot and that God had frustrated it, we all returned to the wall, each to his own work.

From that day on, half of my men did the work, while the other half were equipped with spears, shields, bows and armor.  The officers posted themselves behind all the people of Judah who were building the wall.  Those who carried materials did their work with one hand and held a weapon in the other, and each of the builders wore his sword at his side as he worked….

So we continued the work with half the men holding spears, from the first light of dawn till the stars came out. 

Neither I nor my brothers nor my men nor the guards with me took off our clothes; each had his weapon, even when he went for water. (Nehemiah 4:1-2, 6-18, 21, 23)

When word came to Sanballat, Tobiah, Geshem the Arab and the rest of our enemies that I had rebuilt the walls and not a gap was left in it–though up to that time I had not set the doors in the gates–Sanballat and Geshem sent me this message:  “Come, let us meet together in one of the villages on the plain of Ono.”

But they were scheming to harm me; so I sent messengers to them with this reply:  “I am  carrying on a great project and cannot go down.  Why should the work stop while I leave it and go down to you?”  Four times they sent me the same message, and each time I gave them the same answer….

Sanballat sent a messenger with a 5th message to try to get Nehemiah to come down.  (Nehemiah 6:5-8)

They were all trying to frighten us, thinking, “Their hands will get too weak for the work, and it will not be completed.”

But I prayed, “Now strenthen my hands.” (Nehemiah 6:9)

Sanballat sent a  man to intimidate Nehemiah into sinning (Nehemiah 6:10-13).

So the wall was completed on the twenty-fifth of Elul, in fifty-two days.  When all our enemies heard about this, all the surrounding nations were afraid and lost their self-confidence, because they realized that this work had been done with the help of our God.  (Nehemiah 6:15-16)

After the wall had been rebuilt and I had set the doors in place, the gatekeepers and the singers and the Levites were appointed.  I put in charge of Jerusalem my brother Hanani, along with Hananiah the commander of the citadel, because he was a man of integrity and feared God more than most men do.  I said to them, “The gates of Jerusalem are not to be opened until the sun is hot.  While the gatekeepers are still on duty, have them shut the doors and bar them.  Also appoint residents of Jerusalem as guards, some at their posts and some near their own houses.”  (Nehemiah 7:1-3)

…people of the province who came up from the captivity of the exiles whom Nebuchadnezzar king of Babylon had taken captive returned to Jerusalm and Judah… (Nehemiah 7:6)

Later on in chapters 8-10, the Israelites come together for public readings of Scripture, worship, fasting, confession, etc.  Day after day they read aloud the Bible, worshipped, fasted, and confessed.  They remembered what God had done for them.  (Nehemiah 9:5-37)  They remembered all the times God had rescued them, drawn them back after they had turned their backs.  Over and over and over again they rebelled against God, they turned their backs, they placed themselves in bondage, and yet over and over and over again God heard their cries and pulled them back to Him.

Okay, so this was a lot of reading… but here’s a serious practical application I take away from this individually.  We have walls and gates in our own lives (our hearts, our minds, our wills, our souls).  At this moment, mine are in rubble.  Mine are in rubble because I left one gate (or many gates) unguarded and the enemy (Satan) captured those parts of the wall.  Satan has come to kill, steal, and destroy.  He stole those parts of the walls in my life and destroyed them.

Once the enemy finds and entryway, He will not stop at taking just one gate.  He will proceed to steal as many other gates as possible until he has destroyed all the walls in our lives.  We are left bare, defenseless.  We are stuck in our sin because we have no walls to protect us from the sin, from the temptation, and from Satan prodding us at every corner.

My walls are in rubble.  I have no walls to protect me and I am susceptible to every fleshy breeze that comes to me.

Are your walls in rubble? 

Here’s my application:  rebuild the wall.  This is going to be a hard process, as it was clearly hard for Nehemiah and the Israelites.

First, recognize that the walls in my life are broken (Nehemiah 1:3)

Second, weep, mourn, fast, pray, confess my sins, and ask God to aid me in my endeavor to rebuild the walls (Nehemiah 1:4-11)

Third, Acknowledge the areas of sin in my life where I struggle and no longer allow Satan to dwell there.  Say no any time he tempts me to sin.  Do not give him part of my wall and never be intimidated by his anger.  He will be angry, but don’t give in when he makes it hard.  Don’t give in to his discouragement.  I have all power over Satan (Luke 10:19).  Post guard day and night over my actions and thoughts.  (Nehemiah 4:1-2, 7-9, 13-18, 23)

Fourth, My strength may give out when I realize all the rubble in my life.  Is it possible to build such a wall to kick Satan out of my life?  Pray.  Prayer is a key in all steps of rebuilding my wall.  (Nehemiah 4:10, 6:9)

Those are pretty much a sum of all the steps I find applicable to rebuilding walls in our personal, individual lives.  It’s really important to remember, thought, that once we have it built, and there are no gaps (which can take a LONG time), we must always keep guard stationed to ensure the enemy has no way of entering into our walls.  We must make sure there are no gaps.

I find that these verses are applicable on a much larger level.  I think it would be really important for us a church body to follow all these steps:  confess our sins, confess the sins of the church body, together post guard against Satan getting into our church body, etc.

Our God Promises Healing.

Recently my Bible teacher at school made a blog about theology, and offered bonus points to the people who read an entry and posted a comment. While getting my bonus points, I stumbled upon my Spanish teacher’s blog. I would post a link to it, but I feel like if I did that would be kind of creepy considering she doesn’t even know I know that she has a blog.

Her blog talks about Scripture. Not just her insight into it, but talking about how God’s Word is truly the basis for the way we ought to live our lives, not by the interpretation by others. She says that interpretation can lead someone to be swayed to untruth or exposed to more truth. Her heart is really genuine in wanting to help other people find God, not just reading her take on God. So before you read further, please know the following is a summary of what she said on her blog. I can’t take credit for something that isn’t mine.

In Luke 1:5-21 we see the priest Zechariah going into the temple to burn incense to God. As he does, the angel Gabriel appears to him, and bestowing on Zechariah the news that Zechariah and his wife Elizabeth were going to have a child to be named John, that he would have the Holy Spirit, and that he would bring back the people of Israel to the Lord their God. How amazing is that? Of course as any human being would, Zechariah asks the angel “How can I be sure of this?”. Gabriel wasn’t too happy that Zechariah didn’t believe his words, so he struck Zechariah with a mute tongue until John was born.

According to my Spanish teacher, there could be 2 reasons that God chose to strike Zechariah mute. One would be because of his unbelief. The application of this to our lives would be this- when we pray for something, why are we so shocked and astounded that God gives it to us? My Spanish teacher says this- “ How often do we ask the Lord for something and then show our disbelieving faces? He owes us nothing. But, in the midst of His grace and mercy He gives. He often gives what we ask for, and we react in disbelief. We question. I do it. Do you?” Instead of acting in disbelief and reaping the punishment for it, why don’t we live and take comfort in the promises of God’s word, and not be surprised when he fulfulls his promise.

The second reason Zechariah was struck mute- “So could our consequences and/or sufferings be a reminder of the promise that will be fulfilled? This is quite possible. Consider the promise of the return of Christ in relation to our present sufferings. Christians are not at home here; our spirit is made to live in eternity, face down in worship at the throne of the Father. We are not promised an easy life, but we are promised the presence of the Lord in eternity.”

Our suffering can be a reminder that God is not finished with us yet! As Paul says “But hope that is seen is no hope at all. Who hopes for what they already have?” Like Zechariah, he was promised a son. He was mute until the day that promise was fulfilled. God has promised us healing. Let us not go about our lives grieving about the things that are still hurting, but let the pain and suffering be a reminder of the promise that he is not finished with us yet. He is faithful.

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Some people I just don’t get.

Some act out of self-centeredness, and nag anyone they can if those people make themselves vulnerable by actually loving others. Some hardly say a word out of place, but when they do say something wrong, are moritified that someone would know what’s deep down in their heart. Then there are some who act like they are having the time of their life, although on the inside they are just miserable.

Sometimes I just want to call people out on their flaws and insecurities like “why are you so full of it?”, “why don’t you actually show people who you really are”, or “why are you a hypocrite?”. I have been tempted to chew people out and slap them upside the face, but in view of God’s mercy I try to move on. Somehow I still have bitterness towards those people, but I know that they are just trying to figure out who they are.

I also know that I’m still trying to figure out who I am. I know I’m not perfect, and can very well be the most obnoxious person on the planet. But I am waiting for the day when people lay aside judgement and hostility and love people for who they are.

I have a weird personality. I like to say what’s on my mind, even though 90% is weird and not what a normal person would even consider saying. I can’t wait for people to stop looking at me like a freak because I’m not like them, because complementing your outfit isn’t the first thing on my mind. Even though I’m harassed, I won’t turn around and be unkind to someone else because of my own insecurity and hostility.

TAKE THAT THAT PUNKSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay I’m done.

Dry Bones by: Gungor

My soul cries out
My soul cries out for you

These bones cry out
These dry bones cry for you
To live and move
‘Cause only You can raise the dead
Can lift my head up

My soul cries out
My soul cries out for you

Jesus, You’re the one who saves us
Constantly creates us into something new
Jesus, surely you will finds us
Surely our Messiah will make all things new
Will make all things new

My soul cries out
My soul cries out for you

These bones cry out
These dry bones cry for you
To live and move
‘Cause only You can raise the dead
Can lift my head up

Jesus, You’re the one who saves us
Constantly creates us into something new
Jesus, surely you will finds us
Surely our Messiah will make all things new
Will make all things new

Life is breaking out, it’s breaking out
Life is breaking out, it’s breaking out, it’s breaking out

And life is breaking out, it’s breaking out, it’s breaking out

Jesus, You’re the one who saves us
Constantly creates us into something new
Jesus, surely you will finds us
Surely our Messiah will make all things new
Will make all things new

Preaching to the Nations

“Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you.  And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age.” –Matthew 28:19-20

“I consider my life worth nothing to me, if only I may finish the race and complete the task the Lord Jesus has given me—the task of testifying to the gospel of God’s grace.” –Acts 20:24

“They called the apostles in and had them flogged.  Then they ordered them not to speak in the name of Jesus, and let them go.  The apostles left the Sanhedrin, rejoicing because they had been counted worthy of suffering disgrace for the Name.  Day after day, in the temple courts and from house to house, they never stopped teaching and proclaiming the good news that Jesus is the Christ.” –Acts 5:40-42

“Do not be afraid; keep on speaking, do not be silent.  For I am with you..” –Acts 18:9-10

 

Just a few verses I’ve found within the last 2 months that show me how lacking I am…

Calvinism vs. Arminianism (or is there an in between?)

Something that I’ve been struggling with a lot lately is the doctrins of Calvinism and Arminianism.  Now, to some, the never-ending debate between the two extremes isn’t worth bothering with.  However, it’s something I’ve really been thinking about.  Whether someone is Calvinist or Arminianist doesn’t determine if they are a Christian or not, but it can determine their perception of God and His character.  God’s character is not something to be diminished.  It is not something to be altered.  That’s why I am distressed between the two radical ideas.

One of the radical ideas clearly states that there is no free will.  We do not have a choice.  In that case, when God chooses us to be Christians, we are not authentically becoming Christians.  We became Christians as a result of God’s irresistable grace.  We cannot resist God, which means it is not an authentic desire from us to have a relationship with God.  In addition to that, Jesus didn’t die for everyone.  His death on the cross was only for those he chose.

On the other hand, God is not as sovereign.  God has no control.  “Christians” can become Christians and then change their minds and not be Christians, which clearly goes against Scripture.  Romans 8:38-39 says that NOTHING can separate us from the love of Jesus Christ. John 10:28-30 says that no one can snatch the believers out of Jesus’s hands. Ephesians 4:30 says we are sealed for the day of redemption. 1 John 2:19 says that the peolple left the church because they never really belonged to it. When they left the church, it proved they do not belong to it. 1 John 3:6 says that those who know Jesus do not continue to sin against him, but those who do sin have proven that they never knew him.

So, there’s these two opposing ideas, yet I believe points of each doctrine.  However, I was reading in my Bible today some passages that really shook me.

Here are some passages that seriously support Calvinism:

“the sinful mind is hostile to God.  It does not submit to God’s law, nor can it do so.  Those controlled by the sinful nature cannot please God.” -Romans 8:7-8

“For the creation was subjected to frustration, not by its own choice, but by the will of the One who subjected it, in hope that the creation itself will be liberated from its bondage to decay and brought into the glorious freedom of the children of God.” -Romans 8:20-21

“For those God foreknew He also predestined to be conformed to the likeness of His Son, that He might be the Firstborn among many brothers.  And those He predestined, He also called; those He called, He also justified; those He juistified, He also glorified.” -Romans 8:29-30

“Yet, before the twins were born or had done anything good or bad–in order that God’s purpose in election might stand:  not by works but by Him who calls…” -Romans 9:11-12

“I will have mercy on whom I have mercy, and I will have compasion on whom I have compassion.” -Romans 9:15

“It does not, therefore, depend on man’s desire or effort, but on God’s mercy.” -Romans 9:16

“One of you will say to me:  ‘Then why does God still blame us?  For who resists His will?’  But who are you, O man, to talk back to God?  ‘Shall what is formed say to Him who formed it, “Why did You make me like this?”‘  Does not the Potter have the right to make out of the same lump of clay some pottery for noble purposes and some for common use?” -Romans 9:19-21

“What then?  What Israel sought so earnestly it did not obtain, but the elect did.  The other were hardened, as it is written:  ‘God gave them a spirit of stupor, eyes so that they could not see and ears so that they could not hear, to this very day.’” -Romans 11:7-8

“for God’s gifts and His call are irrevocable [unchangeable].  Just as you who were at one time disobedient to God have now received mercy as a result of their disobedience, so they too have no become disobedient in order that they too may now receieve mercy as a result of God’s mercy to you.  For God has bound all men over to disobedience so that He may have mercy on them all.” -Romans 11:29-32

There are also a few verses in the Bible that talk about God granting repentance.

The last verse there (Romans 11:32) is also contradictory to Calvinism at the same time.  God did that to man so he could have mercy on them ALL.  Not just the “elect.”

Okay, so, here are some verses that contradict Calvinism.

(1 Timothy 4:10) God is the Savior of all men–not just the elect.  (1 Timothy 2:6) Jesus gave Himself to be a ransom for all men–not just the chosen ones.  (Titus 2:11) Salvation has appeared to all men.  (1 John 2:1-2) Jesus didn’t die only for our sins, but for the sins of the whole world.  (2 Corinthians 5:19) God was reconciling [reconcile: to become friendly with (someone) after estrangement or to re-establish friendly relations or to reconsecrate: to make or declare sacred or holy; sanctify] the world to himself in Christ.

Some other verses that contradict Calvinism are: 1 Chron. 28:9, John 3:18, John 5:40, and Romans 10:21.  All these verses, plus many more, show that people reject God, or are stubborn.  Calvinism says there is no rejecting God.  You cannot reject God.

Some more verses that contradict Calvinism are:  1 Peter 1:17, 2 Chronicles 19:7, Acts 10:34, Colossians 3:25, Deuteronomy 10:17, Ephesians 6:9.  All < those verses show that God does not show favoritism.  Clearly, if God picks some people to go to heaven and doesn’t choose others, He is showing favortism which goes against His character and His Word. Plus, there are several verses that show that God doesn’t want ANYONE to go to hell and if He chooses who goes and who doesn’t, then that contradicts Him not wanting anyone to hell.

Additional verses that contradict Calvinism (extensive list) can be found here.

Okay, so here’s why I struggle with this:  if God picks and chooses, He neither recieves authentic acceptance from His people, nor is He being fair (because He’s showing favortism).  This all goes completely against His character.

So, here’s what I believe.

I agree with total depravity (Romans 3:10-18) and that none of us are good and we can’t choose God apart from Him choosing us.  However, I believe God has chosen every person (John 12:32) and drawn all people to Himself (2 Corinthians 5:19).  So then, the first point of Calvinism I agree with, when it comes to Him choosing specific people, I disagree.  I believe God has chosen all people.  That takes care of Him showing favortism and being unfair.  So, we’re totally depraved, but God has called all of us.  That means there’s a choice left to us.  I disagree with irresistable grace because Jesus said, “…how often I have longed to gather your children together, as a hen gathers her chicks under her wings, but you were not willing!”  Clearly, Jesus desired His people, but they were not willing.  That clearly shows a choice.  So, we depraved, God has called us, and we have a choice to embrace Him or reject Him.  I also disagree with limited atonement because God’s Word clearly states that Jesus died for ALL people, not just the elect.  I agree with perseverance of the saints because I believe the once-saved-always-saved doctrine.

Whew!  So, I’m in-between.  Anyone’s thoughts on the verses?  I’d like another perspective since mine is limited and this topic is so confusing, yet it’s important for me to fully understand the character of God.